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May 23, 2006

Technorati this

I just got set up with Technorati and while at it, searched who is linking back to me. Well, well, I have several more feeds added to my RSS newsreader:

Of course I checked out some other sites linked off these blogs - and lo and behold I stumbled across the new trend of... baby "blogs" that many of my friends have put up. Of course a ton of my friends from my "tribe" have gotten married over the last five years, and now as these couples are bearing fruit, baby scrapbooks are going digital.

It's perhaps an unnerving thought that this possibility isn't too far down the road for us, too. Yeah, the pre-baby jitters are hitting me now, some 3 or so years early. Yikes.

On another note, the number of of young'un's blogs (found by following links to links... to more links) astounds me. I'm a little wowed as I crawl through this immense and growing blog cloud from those in or somehow associated to my "tribe", which was initially Toronto-based, Chinese-Canadian, Christian. If this is a sign of "growing old" or not, I'm not sure, but it's quite fascinating to read the blogs of young bright-eyed "kids" emerging from schools (high-school and universities) and hear their optimism seeping through. Yes, sure, some blogs are not much more than a digital record of "I painted today," or "I had trouble rendering the foreshortening of the fingers and I'm gonna cry," (thanks Viv) but many are very eloquent and well-thought out. I think blogs are expressions of emergent faith, which is probably changing the spiritual landscape back at home.

Anyhow, good to have connected a bit more with "home", even virtually.

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February 2, 2006

Disturb Us

About several Sunday afternoons ago at a friend's apartment, I had the privilege of hearing some first-hand stories and accounts of life and ministry in China. Her ministry was very much grassroots, carried out in a manner befitting St. Francis of Assisi's infamous quote "preach gospel at all times... use words if necessary." Her ministry involves words quite significantly, but consists not of preaching or proselytizing.

It was refreshing to be moved again at how God works his kingdom: slowly and one life at a time. I just want to share this poem she shared with us which reminds me of the Switchfoot song "Dare you to move" (I first read the reference from Scott William's blog article: I Dare You to Move and here on his blog.)

Disturb Us

Disturb us, Lord, when
We are too well pleased with ourselves,
When our dreams have come true
Because we have dreamed too little,
When we arrived safely
Because we sailed too close to the shore.

Disturb us, Lord, when
With the abundance of things we possess
We have lost our thirst
For the waters of life;
Having fallen in love with life,
We have ceased to dream of eternity
And in our efforts to build a new earth,
We have allowed our vision
Of the new Heaven to dim.

Disturb us, Lord, to dare more boldly,
To venture on wider seas
Where storms will show your mastery;
Where losing sight of land,
We shall find the stars.

We ask You to push back
The horizons of our hopes;
And to push into the future
In strength, courage, hope, and love.

Sir Francis Drake -1577

December 5, 2005

Template upgrades

I'm in the middle of upgrading my MovableType templates to the default ones before moving them to a new template with my customizations on it. I'm stuck, because my entries aren't showing up, and the header text on the sidebars (like "Search", "Categories", and "Archives") don't show up when I'm using the default templates (the ones downloaded from the default templates site and the ones that come in the MT 3.2 en_US installation package).

Interestingly one of my sites doesn't have this problem (I just built it not more than 2 weeks ago), and I haven't used any custom code or anything. However, when I copy over the template code, the header text re-appears. It looks like I need the language pack installed, as all text in MT_TRANS tags don't show up at all.

Update: Well, I found out that I was NOT supposed to copy the templates in the default_templates folder into my linked templates. Oops. The templates with MT_TRANS stay in the default_templates folder, and whenever a new blog is created, MT does the translation (according to the author's default language). Brad Choate makes a reference to this here.

October 5, 2005

Long distance peek at people from home

Woah, I just spent a good part of my sleeping time surfing and reading blogs of friends from back home. Last week I practically went through the whole blog of one of my high school buddies. Tonight I speed-read through the blogs of several MCBC (and former-MCBC) folks. Some of them were "kids" when I left, and now they've grown up quite a bit.

When you read through a good year or two of blog entries, it's like catching up with their lives... but in absentia. Too bad, I can't really say that about folks who read through my blog. I've kinda fallen off the edge of the world, blogging-wise, cuz I'm plain too busy.

Yeah, boo-hoo to me, but seriously, I'm thinking of cutting back some things, not that they're unnecessary, au contraire, but I just need more time for me... (which also means God and me). I'd also like to spend more quality time with my fabulous Foreverblue - it's great that she doesn't feel needy that sometimes we go on for several days not being able to meet up or see each other. Several things reminded me to express my love to her everyday.

Well, I had a good blog peek at the folks back in MCBC. I miss them in ways, yet they (the "kids") are growing up and really becoming reflections of Christ to their world, despite heartbreaks, struggles, and life in general. It made me wistfull as I remember dreaming about the world being my oyster. I still dream - as I'm still an optimist, but am even more tempered by reality, my limitations, and my frailty.

Well, life is still grand - although watching a huge bunch of poor and (I believe) landless/homeless people demonstrating the "Cities without Slums" recognition for the World Habitat Day outside the UNESCAP building this morning (scheduled attendance included the Thai Prime Minister, Shinawatra, Deputy Prime Minister Surakiart - who's a candidate for the UN Secretary General after Kofi Annan finishes, and several UN heads), I'm reminded that they have little time to be wistfull and think about the world and oysters, nevermind writing metaphors and idioms on a blog. This world is still a very unjust and cruel place - just broken and in need of restoration, reconciliation, and redemption. Just like me. The more I am transformed, the more the world can be transformed through me. I think this is how Christ is incarnated in us. This, then is the road to freedom and life...lived in full, not just for me, for the world, starting with those around me.

September 12, 2005

Two years in Bangkok

I passed my two-year mark in Bangkok just two weeks ago. It's quite amazing how quickly time has passed and how much has happened since I arrived in Bangkok with a vague understanding and expectation of how life was to unfold for me.

I've spent seven months with the Catholic Commission for Justice and Peace as a NetCorps intern. Soon after I landed a consultancy with UNESCO and worked with them for five months. The next three months were spent semi-employed in IT consulting for various firms. Then the tsunami hit and life changed for many people. UNDP Thailand called and I was hired. I ended up producing the tsunami coordination website and was hired on by UNDP Regional Centre in Bangkok. Along the way, I'm dating Art, serving significantly at my church, the Evangelical Church of Bangkok, and trying to find time to do sports, traveling, photography, reading and writing.

Life has not been boring at all here. In fact, it's quite the opposite, not really finding enough time to do the activities I'd like to and to spend more time with friends.

Before I left, I was agreeing with a friend that six months is a good amount of time to go overseas for missions trips or internships. He said he would turn down an offer for one year, as it would take him away from friends. My six months passed and I've barely looked back at the opportunities. I've really missed the proxmity and the face-to-face time with friends and family, as Skype and long-distance phone calls are my connection with the very occasional visits.

I can attest that I've been extremely blessed and feel very grateful for how my life has played out thus far. I hope that I'll continue to be a blessing to others as I understand more about "completeness", "wholeness" and its source in Christ-likeness. I'm absolutely challenged in my work and in my situation. I look forward to the next couple of years...

August 13, 2005

Blog is back

Yes, our system is back up, although not yet completely. We've switched servers from our at-home based box to a hosted solution (Dreamhost). Most major things have been migrated and are working. Short of putting up a colophon here, I'm on MovableType 3.2 (beta), moving from a very antiquated install of MovableType 2.5 something.

Lots of minor details still have not been addressed, for example, I haven't copied over any of my images that I had posted. Additionally, my templates are still way old, and I'm using plugins that are probably old, too.

I've got a lot of reading to do, to catch up on the new features in MT 3.x (and especially in 3.2). I hope the spam filters work much better than my previous solution (ask, and I'll answer), too.

As I set up this system, I've seen some really neat upgrades to the system that'll allow me to post much easily. I'll also incorporate photos via Flickr. I'll also be keeping a portfolio of images on the server dedicated for exhibiting my more serious works.

If there are any issues with the site (commenting, RSS feeds, templates, etc.) please let me know.

June 9, 2005

Ahh Toronto

I'm back home (home) now. The new non-stop Bangkok-JFK flight with Thai Airways isn't too bad - 17 hours. However, I'd prefer sitting in business class (or even their "Premium Economy" class) as trying to sleep in stockage class isn't the nicest or easiest.

I'm learning to complain a bit less, though. I was lamenting about the lack of movie choices before the flight - but the new planes have a fully computerized on-demand video system - with many more videos availabe than what their website indicated.

After sleeping six hours or so, I watched Be Cool, Oceans Twelve, Hitch, and Elektra. Their video selection includes a whole compliment of documentaries (have I mentioned how much I drool when I receive the CBC TVDocumentaries Newsletter?)... complain no more!

After arriving bright and early at JFK, I met up with Chris to give him a couple of things - including his slides - which he forgot in Thailand. We looked through his photos and talked more about pro photography.

Well, JetBlue is a great new budget airline. Flying to Buffalo, the return ticket is only some $135 USD. I've read some favourable blog reviews about them - and I concur! They totally exceeded my expectations - sure they were kinda low - I was expecting like an American Air Asia - but to my surprise, JetBlue doesn't t charge for pop, water and snacks. They've got a very customer-centric marketing plan with customer service which that proves it. Plus they've got DirectTV satellite TV for every seat! Too bad I couldn't get the WiFi working at the JetBlue terminal in JFK.

I had a nice surprise at Buffalo: My mom, Ruth, Craig, and Sarah (Ruth's friend) picked me up there. It was really great it was to see them, and catch up with them on the ride break.

Anyways, I'm back home, resting a bit, trying to get over my jet lag. A 20 km bike ride down to the new and improved Mississauga harbourfront in Port Credit was refreshing.

December 1, 2004

Comments working again

I just fixed something that wasn't allowing comments to be posted. So now you can post comments - and no, I don't mean you, if you're a comment spammer (it's a waste of your time anyways).

November 28, 2004

Reconnecting

I had a great time of reconnecting with many friends and acquaintances at MCBC,
my home church. I must be talking myself hoarse now, explaining to everyone that I'm at home for only a week and that I'm going back to Thailand.

It's hard to fully connect with some people I'd like to connect on a deeper level, but it's good, nonetheless. I remember what we were taught during our short-term missions trip debrief: many people will not really be interested in all the amazing things I've seen, experienced, and processed. It's easy to want to explain all the God-things going on, but it can be discouraging when the response to my passionate recollections is just muted interest. For people without this knowledge, this part of the re-entry process is particularly difficult.

Anyhow, I'll be connecting with Ivan, a good child-hood friend of mine tonight, and Craig, one of my best-friends tomorrow night. There will be a lot of catching up. Although it seems that nothing has changed, much has changed in each of our lives.

I guess I can bounce "dreaming God's dreams" off of them. I'm prayerfully trying to be oriented towards God's will (where his spirit blows) - where my dreams are actually God's dreams. He makes his dreams happen, beyond our control and imagination. I guess this is the call to radical Christ-likeness, which seems counter-intuitive, perhaps in my situation where my parents are pushing me towards "settling down". But I don't feel called to that - at least not in the way they picture it.

I wonder how much I'm being caught between honouring my parents and in seeking and resting in God's call, as far as I understand it to be. It's very tempting in some ways to just settle back here, but I really know that I'll be extinguishing a flame that God has put in me (and a passion he's given me), to serve and to live in Asia - at least for now. There are so many of my friends and peers here who are chosing to settle down into domesticity. It's not that I don't long to get married, start a family, etc., but I don't long to settle into the same pattern that is deemed "normal" here. It seems so cookie cutter to me (and to several other close friends).

I'll leave the thought here, as it's leading to a topic that I've been mulling (and brewing) over for a year or so. Keep tuned...

November 27, 2004

Emerging churches - London

I'll be heading (back) to London, UK on Wednesday December 1st.

I'll be staying near Heathrow airport until the 3rd, then will head into town on the 4th until I return back to Bangkok on the 6th.

I'm looking to connect up with some emerging churches out there, so if anyone knows of a good church to drop in, let me know. I'm hoping to connect up with some emerging church people, too - unfortunately I'm crossing paths with Andrew Jones and won't be able to meet him.

Anyways, it's been good meeting up with friends at home, and seeing some of the new things in town (like Dundas Square, the new face of Eaton Center, etc.).

November 26, 2004

Chillin' in (chilly) Mississauga

Have I mentioned that it's cold here, back home? I guess "missing" out several winters has made me pretty unused to cold weather. I did enjoy the cold crisp air in London, UK, however. I'll be bringing a scarf and other warm clothes back, however.

Being back here, it's been a good visit so far. I have little jet-lag, sleeping around midnight, up at around 8/9am - so it really feels like I haven't really left. My room is still pretty much the same, from a jog around the neighbourhood yesterday, I see that is still the same. Yes, there's a nice spacious new terminal at the airport, but besides that, I haven't seen too much new construction and buildings around town yet. Of course, I've been changed and so have many of my friends and acquaintances. One major thing is how many of my friends are getting engaged and married.

Anyhow, I'm heading downtown today to catch-up with some friends and then we'll have a birthday party/family get-together.

November 25, 2004

Home sweet home

I'm back home in Mississauga now. I'm here for just 6 days, however, so it's a whirlwind of taking care of paperwork (all those bills need to get organized in folders!), hanging out with family, meeting up with friends, and running errands.

If you'd like to get in touch with me, give me a shout on my mobile here: +1 (416) 852-0894.

I'm off to London on Dec 1st, I'll be there until Dec 6th. My mobile there is: +44 7910 549830.

Funny thing is that I'm not really jet-lagged. First night at home, I slept at around midnight, woke up around 9am. I guess one night in London (at my friend's flat in swank Notting Hill/Bayswater neighbourhood) helped me adjust.

Anyways, it's cold and kinda wet here - I'm not really used to the weather here, but I'll have to adjust. I'll go for a jog to get my system back "on track", at least for the couple of days I'm here.

It's good to be back, I haven't seen too many changes, yet. It feels so familiar, so easy to slip back into things here, almost like I hadn't left.

Well, back to tidying up paperwork and onto the business of catching up with friends and family.

Update: There is a correction with my UK mobile number. It is actually +44 7910 549830.

June 3, 2004

Happy Birthday to my blog

May 31, 2004 was the 2nd birthday of this blog.

Wow, two years of me on my soapbox (starting with this).

I've really enjoyed writing in this space, and I've especially enjoyed the conversations that have taken place, the relationships forged and built through this online medium (and into every-day life).

There have been several great tools/technologies that have helped pushed my blogging experience farther:

  1. RSS: Simply: syndication rocks. I wish more people would use it - especially non-technical people. I'm an evangelist for certain emerging technologies (I wrote about a quick entry in February here), and this one is such a good tool for people who read news, blogs - because they are an information sponge (like me), find it useful in their daily jobs (like me), use it to keep tabs on frequently read blogs and websites (like me), and/or like simple and good technology which helps improve every-day tasks (like I do).
  2. Plug-ins for MovableType (my blogging engine), which weeds out comment spams. Spam seems to infiltrate all orifices in the online world, but it can be fought efficiently and effectively.
  3. Online photogalleries: I've been posting my photos in my blogs, but they are labour intensive - even more so if I don't use custom-actions in Photoshop to pare them down, slice and dice them, etc. I'll be migrating to a good, simple system soon.
  4. XHTML+CSS: I'm re-learning everything about doing web-sites, design for the web, etc. This is where software engineering meets design in the web world for me. Lucky for me, my full-time job at UNESCO Bangkok has me deep into this emerging (in terms of adoption/use) technology and standard.

Some of the issues, ideas, and concepts that continue to drive me, include:

  • Emerging church: post/new-evangelical Christians striving to seek Christ through justice, peace, mercy, compassion, dialogue, and love in this world. There's exciting but incredibly challenging stuff going on - as modern-day disciples and apprentices of Jesus Christ continue to seek him, to love God and neighbour. This one is very broad for me: theology, ecclessiology, missiology (theology of church and missions, respectively), post-modernism, culture, worship, art, peace and justice, discipleship, and developing-world issues.
  • Society, technology, and values (or ethics): The armchair philosopher in me comes out (here, too). I hope to go beyond being an armchair philosopher, however.
  • Asia: living in South-East Asia presents some interesting challenges to people brought up in the West. However, there are some very interesting developments here that will be very meaningful in the near future. Keep tuned...

I'll continue to write more, post more photos, challenge ideas, present new (and not-so-new) concepts, and share of my life here.

Happy birthday p a s s i o n + r e a s o n!

March 10, 2004

Are you fed up with federal politics?

I just got an email from a CBC National producer. They're looking for a bunch of non-voting Canadians to participate in "a kind of election boot camp". I think it's kinda cool, a reality-type show, getting people an inside peek at what goes on, with the hope it'll engage Canadian (non-voting) voters.

I was chatting with a Danish friend of mine here, and I found out that their voting participation rates are over 95%. It's the law there. I think Canada should make voting mandatory, too. Voting is the least a citizen can contribute towards their nation.

Here's the text:

Are you fed up with federal politics? Think your vote doesn't matter? Do you believe a candidate has to earn your vote before you'll go to the polls, and therefore you refuse to mark an X beside "the lesser of the evils"?

Perhaps you've never voted before - and you're certainly not going to begin now. Or maybe you're disappointed with the party you've voted for in the past. Perhaps that that party no longer exists.

Whatever the reason, if you have no intention of voting in the next federal election, I'd like to speak with you.

I'm a producer with The National at CBC News and we're planning a segment for our coverage of the next federal election. We're looking to gather a group of non-voting Canadians to participate in a kind of election boot camp. During the lead-up to the election, participants will get a behind-the-scenes look at campaigning and the elections process. Will it change their attitudes toward voting? Maybe, or maybe not. Ultimately we want to try to engage people in the process and maybe have a little fun on the way, too.

If you're interested in finding out more information, or know of someone who would be a good candidate (no pun intended) for this televised forum, please do not hesitate to reach me at the contacts below.

Best regards,

Leslie Stojsic
The National
tel. (416) 205-2022
leslie_stojsic@cbc.ca
cbc.ca/national

February 5, 2004

Comments and thoughts on ecclesiology

Ok, I'm making my response and thoughts on comments to Thoughts on "Pastoring Thoughts" an entry in itself!

I think Willow Creek is great - for being a megachurch and being committed to the discipleship of every member. It is a "success story" of sorts, to be applauded. I think I was unclear here: the problem is that the leadership of many (other) churches are awed at Willow Creek, think, "Wow, that's the way to do church," and then try to copy it wholesale for their church (which is most likely congregational in form, and more on that later). Then they wonder why their "plan" isn't working.

I think there is a larger issue at hand: much of our churches' leadership lean towards "doing church growth" because we're uncritical of the underlying consumeristic values in our culture - that "bigger is better", for example.

It's pretty safe to say that Christ values quality (the heart) and not necessarily numbers (the parable of the woman giving her 2 coins is just one example, God spitting out the lukewarm is another extension, and Israel being punished after David orders a census in 2 Sa 24). Matt, I'm not sure if you're saying that the cause of Willow Creek reaching out to the poor is from the effect of having many people (and an organizational structure)? I'd say for Willow Creek it is just one factor. Congregation numbers of a given church should not be decisive factor in whether or not they are involved in Christ's call to the "poor, widowed, etc." Aren't we all called to that ministry (it's all over the OT and NT)? As Brian (and many others) note, smaller churches - especially house churches - are freer to minister in such a fashion because of their structure. Well, check out New Heights Church - especially their pastor Scott William's blog (link in my blog entry above), reflecting on their mission to the poor (most of the church is involved, and I'm pretty sure they're not that large.) Of course Willow Creek and several other megachurches are doing well in this regard, despite their size. I believe many models can coexist (and be truly united) in the larger Body of Christ - I agree with Alan: the right model, given the circumstances. The question perhaps should be: "what's the right model for us?"

I believe Acts 2:41 was descriptive, not prescriptive (just that narrow passage/verse, though). I'd love to see this happening now, of course! But I recall that this number was added to the fellowship of believers, not a congregation. An aside: the early church didn't resemble a church with congregations as we know now. Many members of the house churches in a given city would meet about once a week at a larger house to celebrate the Lord's Supper. When we read Paul's scathing words about the abuse of the supper with a fuller exegesis, the context provides a clearer picture (the poorer believers were being left out - because they had to finish their chores, and it was extra humiliating to come late and hungry to an empty table).

A deeper ecclesiology is necessary. Unknowingly we've been caught up in the models and assumptions of our society: upscaling, consumeristic, instant gratification, number-oriented bottom lines vs. people and relationships, etc. (My course on "Mustard Seed vs. McWorld" at MCBC spent some time on how our churches have been seduced by these underlying assumptions and worldviews, and the kinds of problems that have emerged from that.) Much of the critique comming from the emerging culture/church/theologians/etc. is against these modern-age assumptions and institutions (and also against the failings of extreme post-modern thought), but reaching towards something like an ancient-future faith (Robert Webber among many others talk about this).

I was never really exposed to house-based churches (I thought they were an anomaly), but my China trip training, subsequent ethnographic research, and post-report-writing processing gave me much food for thought for these "alternative" church models (the Perspectives course covers much of this, too). Actually last Urbana (2000) I went to a seminar about experimental, missional church which really inspired me and blew me away. Of course the numbers in attendance (5!) were an indication of the lack of interest the North American church has in stuff like this - and this was at the missions conference.

Tracking society, culture and business trends, the CEO and leadership issues were hugely popular in the 80's and 90's - something that fit the business environment in North America (and west, to an extent) at that time. Business trends and issues today are leaning towards "softer" approaches, moving from shareholder-orientation to stakeholder awareness, from downsizing as a primary burn-and-slash cost cutting method to valuing employees as #1 asset, etc. I sense a greater yearning towards Kingdom values slowly seeping into the landscape: we have talk about (and small progress in) sustainable growth, replacement vs. growth economies, corporate governance vs. corporate greed, fair trade vs. unfettered capitalism, bridging the poor-rich and digital gaps, etc. It's still very much a slow transformation, of course.

And I hear you about accountability being so low and the failings of many initiatives. But, I wonder if that's mainly due to our shaky foundations? We've traded apprentice-discipleship for churchianity, no? And we're trying to fix it up patch-wise. Do we have too much invested in our current systems to break out of our molds and start fresh? Why are we so tied down to our current forms of church? Over years of conversation and sharing, I know that that many of us Chinese-Canadian-Christians are starting to feel there's something wrong with "church as usual" and about leading what has become "lives of quiet desperation".

Now I dunno why I can't be as concise as all of you, but, those are my (hopefully humble) thoughts. I reserve the right to be rebuked (for being unhumble, nastily critical, or just plain wrong), of course. It's just from my own processing, reading, and conversations - hopefully Spirit lead!

February 3, 2004

Thoughts on "Pastoring Thoughts"

...from Ray Onami's post "Pastoring Thoughts"

Well, North American churches have really latched on to this "Purpose Driven" fad (I will call it that [Jordon Cooper first noted this]), and a preoccupation with church leadership and administration. I don't want to call it bad or wrong, but it means that much of the energies (financial, time, talent, etc.) of the "full-time" and lay/volunteer ministers goes towards building this congregational thing up.

I see that the church today has gotten itself lost in that activity. It's easily to be distracted away from things that matter (as far as I hear the OT, Jesus, and Paul say).

I agree about the time for CEO type leaders has passed (at least in the N.Am. emerging culture, which includes the current [emerging] business environment). CEO style is big in Asia, however - Thailand is notorious/great/horrible/pick-your-adjective. The churches here reflect that, also, unfortunately.

Yeah, let's explore a narrative style of "teaching". This emerging generation is going away from relating to propositional truth statements - at its core, it doesn't help people relate to each other very well, never mind God. I just read something about "narrative theology", which piqued my interest. I'll have to look that up sometime.

Anyways, off to bed, I'm soooo behind on sleep and it's super-late...

Keep up with the reflections - I just found out Brian McLaren has a blog and also found another good theo-blog (Scott Williams), although I haven't added him to my RSS feed list. I think I wrote the above more in a comment-style... If you had comments [snip]

Update: About the church being preoccupied on leadership and administration issues: it's a reflection of the nature of the modern day church in North America (and perhaps in Europe). Our churches have become large - for the leadership, mega churches seem like the model to work towards. Even my home church has been contemplating our building renovation and expansion plan. There are visions to become a larger church (we have been bursting at the seams), and an understanding that we may become one of the larger churches in Mississauga. Even my church in Bangkok is about to start their expansion project.

I'm starting to understand how this can push away the missional calling of church. My conversations with Alan lament the symptoms of this trend, "that the [Chinese-Canadian] church is anti-mission'. Of course that's hyperbole, but some of my favourite theoblogians Andrew Jones has been reflecting about megachurches lately. "...there is real tension between large church structures and the emerging organic structures of church."

Ok, I digress, I applaud how megachurches like Mars Hill and Willow Creek have led in being cell-based, accessible, and seemingly authentic while being huge. However, the growth process typically lends to numerical growth at the expense of attention to the missional calling of all disciples. Numbers are tangible, discipleship is less so.

It is high time that our churches listen to voices such as Wolfgang Simpson and James Thwaites who are modern day prophets against "church as usual". I believe God works through mega churches, large churches, all churches, but the warning is against getting stuck in our comfort zone, explaining away God's call to the work of shalom and of living into His Kingdom.

Well, that was much longer than what I intended to write.

January 16, 2004

Search and replace in MySQL

For my future reference, searching and replacing some text in MySQL, via SQL.

Info from an article at The Media Tank.

UPDATE mt_entry 
	SET entry_text = REPLACE (entry_text, 'classlink', 'class') 
	WHERE entry_text LIKE '%classlink%' 
	AND entry_id="252";

Dunno why MySQL online manual gives a very basic example which is actually quite non-intuitive for figuring out solutions for "real-life" situations.

January 12, 2004

Serious database corruption

We've been having some serious database issues (well, just one). We ended losing all of the blog entries in our database. Fortunately for us, we had just migrated to MySQL, so we had all the old entries backed up. I had only posted two entries since our server upgrade (faster, eh?), so I'm a little glad not to have lost so much.

The error I was getting was like:

Statement has no result columns to bind (perhaps you need to successfully call execute first) at /somepath/MT/ObjectDriver/DBI.pm line 79

Searching through the posts at the MovableType Forums, I noticed that girlie (a MovableType expert) suggests repairing the database.

After some craziness in getting access to the database and whatnot, I repaired it. However, the repair shrunk all the entries table - just threw them away!

So, I suggest doing a

CHECK TABLE tbl_name
first (assuming you can get to your database and know how to navigate through MySQL.)

Now it's fixed - it's time for getting a regular backup plan in place.

December 4, 2003

Please tell me...

My emails I've been sending are very "bursty" - I have an idea/thought or two and send them... and then I send another (or even a third), like I was instant messenging. I've sent some 20+ emails tonite already - and it's not due to me being away in Kolkata this past week, for Anupam and Trishla's wedding.

I'm not sure it makes my "communications" any better or better received. Multiple emails may just get passed by those dealing with massive spam - on the other hand, longer emails (which I do write pretty often) get skipped/skimmed by some people.

Even my IM's are getting pretty terse.

Maybe my brain patterns are very bursty, or maybe I'm suffering from chaos rearing it's nasty head on me.

So someone tell me... what does this all mean - if anything at all?

November 20, 2003

Worst album covers ever

Stone: Worst Album Covers Ever, via Monkhouse

I haven't these kinds of laughs in a LONG while. I pray that I will *never* make photographs or art like these works of fromage.

Before you click the link, make sure you're wearing brown pants, or yellow pants.. or better yet, brown-yellow pants.

When you're done killing yourself, help yourself to part 2.

For the less-humour-inclined folks: the Top 15 Reject Album Titles

Whew.

November 18, 2003

Houses that Change the World

I've been pointed to the book "Houses that Change the World" by a "worker" whom I greatly respect. Available online (in a draft version, as a PDF here and here), I'm slowly reading through it.

Matt Redman's song "Can a Nation Be Changed" just played on my laptop, and it's the thrust of the book. If you cringe upon hearing "evangelical church" (or wonder why other people cringe, or wonder why there are people consider themselves Christian, but don't "go to church"), have a look through this.

What are your reflections of experiences in churches outside your own (church, your own continent)?

October 31, 2003

More talk theological

Via Coop.

Read a very thoughtful reflection from a guy who spent a couple days with Eugene Peterson (author of the Message). Here's a challenging thought on church - and strategy.

Most of the conversation we had was about the church and scripture. (BTW: he translated the whole New Testament and the Book of Psalms in about a 16-month period. When he translated the rest of the OT he worked about 14 hours a day covering about 5 pages of Hebrew text a day.) He believes church is the place where God's people are trained in faithfulness and obedience. He suggested that it was a mistake to think strategically about the church. For him the Holy Spirit creates the church, not us. We should be careful not to develop strategies to beef up our own significance. Size is not what brings true significance, influence is. Regarding groups who have entered into a "conversation only" mode as a pedagogical method he was quite clear. He said that mere "conversation only" implies "no truth and no authority." There needs to be someone who is trained to provide instruction. Story as a pedagogical method was natural and normal while propositional teaching was not useful.

September 5, 2003

OpenCourseWare for Seminary

If you haven't heard of MIT's OpenCourseWare (free, open, publication of MIT Course Materials), a revolutionary concept itself, you've got some reading to do. Now here's The Disseminary. It's like open source theology - very cool.

Speaking of MIT's OCW, I think I'll use some of the course materials for reference for my projects in Bangkok.

August 26, 2003

Singapore transit

I'm in Singapore right now. The flight into Amsterdam and then out to Singapore was good. Singapore Airlines is great as usual. The stewardesses are nice, friendly, and pretty - which seems to be the only thing people remember Singapore Airlines for. I didn't get bumped into Raffles Class (their business class), unfortunately. I've got to get a good puppy face going the next time I check in!

Anyways, I got enough sleep, although my transatlantic leg was spent watching many of the films they've got running. Now, their video-on-demand is just awesome. You can surf the channel on which the movie is playing and then start it, fast-forward or rewind it to any part. Go Singapore Airlines!

As I'm going through these travel hubs, I'm noticing how almost all of the airports have gone hi-tech, offereing Internet kiosks and places for laptops to access the Internet. Unfortunately, the WiFi (wireless internet) connections are not free. Wired magazine just carried an article extoling the virtues of free WiFi as a business model - thinking of it as condiments at a restaurant. My last entry was from Bryant Park in NYC. They're listed on NYCwireless, whose mission is to "Provide Free Public Wireless Internet Service to mobile users in public spaces throughout the New York City metro area."

Public goods... like our government health care program (universal medicare), the police, the fire department, parks...

How do you think public goods in the wireless generation can be nurtured, developed, and brought into widespread public adoption?

August 25, 2003

New York City

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The weather here has been amazing, somewhat like Northern California weather, says Betsy. We've been hanging out around Midtown and Downtown for much of our time. Although my flight in was pretty late, due to inclement weather between Toronto and Newark, I had to wait for the trains (NJ Transit) to get me from Newark to New York's Penn Station. After getting in late and checking in, Betsy, Marcia, and myself headed to Chinatown for some Malaysian food.

We also went around town on the Metro, trying not to look like tourists. I think we've started to figure out NYC's street organization (street smarts is what one guide states) and the their Metro. We've done a lot of walking and a LOT of photographing. For the first time in my life I am the one walking up ahead, leaving three snapshotters behind. I'm usually the one holding people back. I think I like this arrangement.

These brief couple of days barely give us a good taste of Manhattan, nevermind NYC. If I had more time, I definitely would check out Uptown, Central Park, and the museums. Unfortunately, most of the museums are closed Mondays.

Anyhow, we've shot so many photos... so here are mine to enjoy....

August 23, 2003

Going, going...

I am almost gone... out of Canada, for a what seems to be a long time. All the preparation and packing I did seems so inadequate, definitely rushed. Even my farewells seemed a little non-existant. Of course, there was so much to do, getting visas, for example, which had prerequisites - getting the letter for my non-immigrant visa, etc.etc. Many more things, including trying to wrap up projects here, really contributed to a really rushed feeling.

Right now, I have about an hour of calm, to reflect and blog in Terminal 2. I would've journaled the old-fashioned way, but with my laptop and WiFi access (wireless broadband internet - DSL or cable without the cables and wires), courtesy of Bell, I'm surfing away. (If you're flying out to or via the States, just sit by Gate H in Terminal 2, which is outside the Maple Leaf Lounge containing the WiFi access. Of course, if you're flying First Class, you can just sit inside and WiFi with free drinks.)

I've been reflecting a little on what I will be doing in Thailand (furthering my host's human rights mandate through information technology), and how my work fits into the larger whole of what's going on globally - and more importantly: what can be done. "Free WiFi access as a business model", the huge use of SMS text messaging in Asia and Europe as a major societal factor, and so forth.

Ok, I'm babbling - must be because it's my first time surfing via WiFi... At the same time, I'm surfing the New York Metro for cheap eats in NYC, once I get in tonight.

Well, I'm not away from North America, yet, so I'll definitely have some more time to reflect here. Whew... Here's to new beginnings...

August 18, 2003

Coop's blog of the day

Yay! I was listed as Friday's featured blog on Coop's blog.

Also listed were Phil's Cybershack, Rebecca Leung's the subtle pulse of me and Adrian Fung's The Irrefragable 8W.

I encourage you to read Jordon Cooper's blog, if you have an interest in issues on society, church, religion, spirituality, technology, and mixes of those issues and if you enjoy a well written and provoking blog.

August 15, 2003

Night without Light

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Note:Unfortunately, when writing the previous version of this account, I didn't bother to save it (I had thought the power would have been stable) and lost it to the electric neverneverland.

Yesterday we were hit with a huge power blackout, which affected much of Southern Ontario and the Northeastern USA. Power is still intermittent, as some areas are experiencing rolling blackouts (as I did when writing my account without saving it). The Boston Globe calls it the "Great blackout of '03", and various Toronto dailies are saying power is trickling back and telling people to stay home.

I had checked the CAA's Central Ontario web site for the number of my local office and had just completed the call when the power went out. I left to go to TravelCuts to pay for my flight tickets but noticed that many radio stations were off air or were on intermittently. CBC Radio One informed me, but urged drivers to observe the lights as all-way stops. I noticed many people had forgotten that important piece of information as they sped through intersections scowling at and stealing the right-of-way of other drivers.

Ben and his friend Chris were still cycling home from Waterloo, so I decided to hop on my bike and meet up with them. They were incredulous when told of the extent of the blackout. They were pretty gleeful that they were the fastest moving traffic in some parts in Halton Region.

Dinner was barbeque foods and stir-fry on the BBQ stove, and dessert was the mad finishing of our green tea ice cream and Ruth's home-made gelato. After dinner, we listened to the car radio (none of our home radios work off batteries, or they require some five or six D cell batteries which we didn't stock up on), and then I went down to a major intersection to take photos of the cops directing traffic. They were not amused at how much traffic there was, with one cop yelling to no one in particular, "Go home people, go home!"

Afterwards I went home and watched the stars, satellites, and three shooting stars. It's unfortunate that it takes something this drastic to get most of us to step back and get in touch with nature. It is incredible how reliant we are on electricity. I don't think any of us can really imagine a life in electric neverneverland.

August 9, 2003

Eyes on town

This week has been incredibly busy. I have been downtown, picking up supplies for my stay in Bangkok, getting visas (an Indian visa, for my friend's wedding in Kolkata - formerly Calcutta), and then trolling eBay and RedFlagDeals for sales on laptops, bags (got myself a Crumpler bag), and other bigger-ticket items. When I'm intent on buying something, I'll spend hours searching reviews, checking prices, contacting people, etc. It's pretty insane how Chinese-woman I can become when I start shopping around. I must have spent a total of 5-10 solid hours searching for a 3 band phone before I left for my second trip to China last year. Alan and I acknowledged how addicting it is to read through the pages of deals and for-sale listings in the forums. Forget the bling, for us geeks, it's all about our toys.

But of course, life is not all about the bling or the toys. It's very easy for me to get caught up in this different type of consumerism or materialism. I hope that I'm much better than say 5 to 10 years ago, when I obsessed about computer parts which I couldn't even afford. People knew I was the man to ask, "What should I buy?", "Do you think this thing is good?" For the last couple of years my answer has been simply, "I don't know. If it sounds reasonable, if you've got the need, and if you can afford it, get it." So I'm not up on my specs, but hey, I get to enjoy a fuller and broader world outside of bits and bytes. I'll still be a geek and techie at heart, but those characteristics now serve me to appreciate the beauty in God's creations. Beauty surrounds us, but we've become very adept in drowning it out, ignoring it, and perhaps even desecrating it. Well, here are some photos from the last little while.

You strong enough to be... beautiful
Have you the faith to be...
Sane enough to be...
Honest enough to stay...
- Beautiful by Marillion, from Afraid of Sunlight

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August 5, 2003

Bromont Group photo

Requests for photos from Bromont are slowly coming in, so I'm going to post the big group photo here for download. Just right click on the link and select "Save as..." or something...

It's full size, but I've retouched it (adjusted the levels, and sharpened up the picture) for better viewing or printing (yes a free photo from Dan!)

August 4, 2003

NetCorps training

Ok, ok, I've been tardy in posting...

Byung's posted some of my pics on his site, but the rest are here. Enjoy. (Captions appear when you put your mouse over the thumbnail images)

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